I have mastered the skill of silent sobbing it might not seem like a big deal but my heart is throbbing 

Every shower I take those silent tears roll down my face, and every night I lie awake all I do is break

Others can’t see the pain I hide but I’m crying for help on the inside 

Why hide the tears no one really cares my chest hurts from trying to be silent but I continue to hide it 

I want to scream as loud as I can but will anyone really hear me 

Every night I try to go without crying but sometimes it’s too hard

Some night I’m fine others I just cry 

Even though I struggle but one day I won’t have to hide and will be able to close my eyes and open to them to a new life