What makes you mad? A lot of things make me mad, like…a lot. I have realized the past couple of years that I get my anger issues from my mom. She gets ticked off from little things, like me, but when she gets mad at little things, especially when I do the little things. It ticks me off because it feels like she is always mad and it’s always my fault. But that’s obviously not the only thing that ticks me off.

Math
This isn’t a normal reason, I’m good at math, I love math. But every once in a while I’ll have a day where I don’t understand anything at all. So, I get frustrated and want to cry. I’ll text my aunt who’s a math teacher and ask her for help. The weird thing is, in the next few days it will randomly click and I’ll understand completely.

My dog
She’s rude, and very inappropriate when playful and/or excited if ya know what I mean. Also if I don’t p7777lay with her as soon as I get home until I go to bed, I get yelled at. It’s like I love her but she’s pretty annoying all the time. especially when she comes in my room and wants to leave 30 seconds later but then wants to come back in 15 seconds later.

My lovely mother

Again, I love her, but literally everything makes her mad. She is not equal when it comes to how me and my brother are treated. While my brother either goes or has a friend over like almost everyday and he doesn’t have to do any chores before he does that thing. When I want to go do something I have to do dishes, clean my room, and make sure the living room is picked up. She does other stuff that makes me mad but this is the last thing I will say. She always complains about having to take me or pick me up from somewhere. Like one I don’t have any other choices and two that’s one of your jobs as a mom to take me and pick up. Just a reminder she is my mom, so I love her but sometimes she’s a lil annoying but I know I do the same things.

Having to be social with people I don’t know
I get uncomfortable and awkward around people I don’t know. So, I’ll follow around the few people I know or came with. Don’t get me started on family gatherings, It’s so awkward saying hi and bye to people I haven’t seen in 2-5 years. Half of the time I don’t know them or I don’t know their names.

Old men staring at me
For reference I’m a 5’3-5’5, 115-120, 12 year old girl. I dont think I’m very attractive but everyone else tells me differently. At a family gathering, an old guy I haven’t seen in a really long time was staring at me while talking to my dad but no one noticed but me. Or, if someone’s not staring at me, they’re calling me a stupid nickname like pretty girl, beautiful young lady or something like that. It grosses me out.

Basically, a lot of things make me mad. Other stuff I didn’t include were people, school, talking to people, middle school boys, myself, popular kids, advisory clubs, feeling judged, my house, my home life, etc. If I listed all the stuff that ticked me off, you would be reading this forever.All through a lot of things make me mad, I am very grateful for the things that I do have that don’t make me mad.